Today’s been pretty strange. It started with me oversleeping an hour because I turned my alarms off without even noticing it. So I had a really late breakfast. It was more of a brunch by then.
When I finally sat down at my desk, I tried to concentrate on my thesis but couldn’t. I spent hours scrolling through social media, while constantly reminding myself that I needed to get some work done. When I finally got off my phone it was time for lunch. And after lunch it all started again: me scrolling through social media and watching YouTube videos….after an hour I decided that trying to get anything done made no sense today, so I quit trying. Instead, I took the book I’m reading at the moment, got in bed and spent my afternoon reading.
I guss sometimes these things happen. You’ve got a lot of work to do, but you just can’t concentrate on anything. And I guess that’s okay. Everybody needs some time off from time to time, there’s nothing wrong with that, even if it’s in the final phase of your bachelor. I should be working on my thesis, yes, but if there’s no chance for me that I can concentrate on my work, the results are going to suck and I could start all over again tomorrow. So I think it makes more sense to just do it tomorrow and don’t even try today. But I do have to remind myself sometimes that it’s okay to have a day where everything sucks.
In addition to me not having a great day anyway, I heard something earlier this evening that makes me kinda sad, so I have to sort that out now too. Hm….I think tonight it’s going to be Netflix and a big bowl of ice cream. Let’s hope tomorrow’s better again.