Have you ever been in one of those moods where you feel like you’re at the wrong place? Yeah, that’s how I’m feeling too at the moment. For some reason I’m feeling completely misplaced at the moment – even though I technically have everything I need.
It’s just that lately I feel misunderstood – no matter how much I try, I can’t express myself. I really like to be alone at the moment. Spending time by myself is the best I can do right now. It feels like friendships that I’ve had for a few years are drifting apart. And somehow I have the longing to go somewhere else.
People I’ve loved to spend time with don’t seem to get me. And doing things with them that I’ve loved to do isn’t giving me the kick I’ve felt before. It seems like I’ve outgrown my life – I’ve outgrown the area I’m currently living in, I’ve outgrown some of my friends and I’ve outgrown the hobbies I’ve used to spend my time with. As I’ve said in the beginning, I’m really feeling misplaced.
Maybe this post doesn’t make any sense, I haven’t put much thought into what I’m writing. I’m writing whatever comes to my mind in this moment.
But for some reason I feel the need for a change. A change in my circle of friends. A change in my hobbies. And a change in my current living situation.
It might sound crazy, but it seems like my heart knows that Austria isn’t the right place for me anymore. It’s acknowledging the feeling I’ve had for a few months and that definitely helps with my future plans.
Thankfully, I know that my life is going to change pretty soon. I can’t say more about that, because nothing’s signed or booked yet, but I’m working on changing my life and I will write about it as soon as I can, so stay tuned 🙂